I don't know why this feeling come conquering me again.

It's hard, to give up on a person who you used to care the most.

Until today I still hope I can find the answer of 'how could this happen to me?', reminiscing the past alone doesn't help but it stabs even harder on my heart.

It never feels good to be betrayed by someone u love. I thought forgiveness would be everything, but no, some people just do not deserve to be forgiven. The more I tolerate the more I get hurt.

For many times I say I'm totally fine, but in the end it is just not the way i think it is.

I'm so scared of being alone now.