Friendship plays an important role in my life. I meet different people, with different background and attitude, I guess it's when I start to observe and define who are them and who am I.

Since I came to the university, things are moving fast. People come in, some stay, some go. One might be in the same foreign language class with you, or you know him/her in a Club's activity, or he/she is your coursemate's roommate.

I often wonder how do people build up a strong relationship and share secrets when they only get to know each know for let's say 3 months? let alone falling in love after joining in the same activity?

True friends are hard to find. And this make me miss all my high school friends even more when I'm alone in Penang. We've been spending years together, all the memories shared are irreplaceable.

Chin found my old eraser few days ago. You can see how childish we were at that time.

Am packing stuff and will be going back to hostel tomorrow. 2010 is ending soon, I wish I can do better next year. So much had happened, it still hurts.

my result improved a lot during the last semester. the best comes when I least expected for it. will work harder next semester. Finally I can take lesser credit hours after 3 consecutive ki-siao-ly-hectic sem!

Hello Penang!

I often forgot what did I dream.

Sometimes a very strong feeling tailed after I woke up, I know it's from the dream I dreamt, which I couldn't recall what it was.

It exists. And could easily be bothering my mood for the whole day.

Maybe I am stubborn like that. Recalling a dream that doesn't occur in real life, what good will this do?

I'd made a lot of bad moves. Knowing what's done is done, I could blame no one. It was my decision. I'd wasted so much chances I've been given. I could have run away, but chose to stay.

How could I withstand the feeling when I finally come to realise the hope I've been holding all this while is collapsing? What should I do when am told to give up but a part of me tells the different? Why I couldn't get you out of my mind?

The questions left me battling with myself. It's so hard I couldn't bear facing them all alone. I never see this coming, it's so unacceptable.

Went to salon few days ago, cut my hair. I thought I'll be sad, or even cry to watch them falling down to ground, but I didn't.

I love keeping long hair, and this had never changed for 7 years. They're a part of me, more than being keratin that coiled into natural curls, they're shelter to me. I felt protected and comfortable with them. Hence I would see this as a little step to learn to put down and let go, or at least, be confident.

Let the tears fall like a rain. I wish I can hold with my pride till the sun comes.

Me voy que lastima pero adios, me despido de ti y me voy.

#a pic of me and Samsam. She and PPS are the reason why my line went slow!

696 unchecked mails on gmail.

573 unread items on reader.

30+ application requests on facebook.

3 more weeks before going back to campus.

One dream that could never come true, faded away.

Thousands of thoughts running in my mind.

I tossed and turned, couldn't fall asleep.

there's nothing I can do.

If... I will...

Since... so...

I could not let go, just yet.

enough said.