Do not know why

The rain stopped.

Am not in mood of studying today. Exam in 4 days.

Annoyed, again by the stupid alarm sound (i guess it is) from next next next door this morning. 

I have been noticing this for quite some time, it's so freaking loud that I can even hear it in my room with the door shut. 

I wrote a t0-express-my-anger-note, 'please stop your stupid alarm or whatever thing that make that stupid noise EVERY SINGLE MORNING'  and slipped it into the room. then the alarm stopped. okay, if you're awake, for god's sake, turn off your alarm. yes I did this thing again if you can rmbr the notice I put in the washroom.  

Met a friend of mine on the way to library, was told the library is closed. Dang, I didn't know it's public holiday today. Happy Deepavali people.

something is wrong with me lately. 

how bad it feels when you really care someone but the person never care you back?

I'm kinda touched by this. I couldn't help admiring Audrey Hepburn, she is heavenly gorgeous. 

他遇见她时，他36，她23，他陡生爱怜。她结婚时，他赶来并送给她一枚蝴蝶胸针，其实他的丈夫是他介绍的。63岁的她走了，他来看她最后一眼。她生前衣物慈善义卖活动 87岁的他拄着拐杖，去买回了那枚胸针。他们第一次合作的电影叫《罗马假日》，她就是公主郝本，他是世界绅士派克。

It's about me, I am stubborn and weak. I feel like crying I do not know why.